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can u see how much bz i am? i even had to use ICT period to blog. thank goodness teacher is not here yet. i hope something came up and she does not have to come to the lab! HAHA.
so how r u guys doing? well, im fine as usual. fine means healthy mind you. my physical is 100% fine but not mental. there will always be something wrong with my mental. it never works well you know. lately, i always feel like scolding someone. idk what but i am very positive there is something not right with my feelings. my emotion is not completely stable. that's y im emosional. sheeshhh... should i just go see the counselor? i remember Mama (teh counselor) once told us that if a person's emotion is not stable, he/she is actually crazy. oh noes, don't tell me that i'm crazeyhhh!!!!
enuff rubbish.
lemme tell u guys about my soo-called life. as i told u guys before, i am participating in Taekwondo tournament which will be held this Friday and Saturday. i am feeling sooooo nervous. got butterflies in my stomache. grrrrrr... you see, i am not really good in this thingy actually. i'm not being timid okay i'm just being frank. but well, i might be better that my seniors in Naim *cough cough* but compared to Afzan and Fathin? absolutely NOT. it's either i'm as good as them or even worse. maybe it's bcos i'm lack of practice. whenever i go to Taekwondo practice in Naim, i'll be teaching the white belters. idk what the hell is wrong with me but i didn't ask my Madam to teach me black belt patterns. and maybe she thinks i'm attending other Taekwondo practice at other place.that's y she does not even bother to teach me or ask me whether i know Kwang-Gae, Po-Eun and Ge-Baek patterns. since i am attending Taekwondo practice in Naim, i don't go to ZS anymore every Friday. maybe i should go there. if i go there, i can practice the patterns with Afzan, Fathin, Athifa, Wani and Izzati. bcos i am such a lazy ass, i am farrr behind them. God, so so so embarasiinggggg!!
You guys must be wondering, how can i participate in the tournament i dont rememba the patterns? how did i learn them? from bloody YouTUBE using teh bloody internet. yeah. i should've thought about this at the first place. did you know that when i was about to take my black belt grading, i learned my pattern through the Internet? yupp. segala-galanya berada di hujung jari anda. With some patience and effort (it's not easy to pause, play and watch carefully the steps, pause, play again and so on) and His willing, i managed to memorise Kwang-Gae (click to watch the vid) pattern. also with some help from Afzan too :) Alhamdulillahhh..
sorry if my babbles about Taekwondo bore u guys ;p
next week, there will be a Kem Solat for form 1 which is compulsary foe every form 1 sudent. and we have to stay at the hostel . idk whether this is a good news or not =.= but im sure this is a bad news for the hostelians bcos they can't go home for the whole freaking month! HAHA. pity them.
Atiq is leaving for Ireland on the 2nd day of Ramadhan. we bought flight tickets on 20th August morning to KL to send atiq but unfortunately, i am supposed to sit for an exam on that particular day. looks like we had to buy another ticket or something.sheeshhh. i hope there won't be much problem.
gtg now peeps!
cya later!
peace be upon you guys.
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