Heyy I'm here again!

Salam Wbt.


As eccentric and idiosyncratic it may seem, I always get inspirations when I'm in the bathroom. I just finished taking a shower and while I was at it, ideas started to pour out of my cerebrums. I've found back my blogging vibe yay!!

Okay enough with the prologue.

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2010 had been a great year for me. A lot of things wonderful things happened. As well as the heartbreaking, nerve-wrecking and gob-smacking ones. I made many new friends, lost a few and gained a plethora of experiences, positive and negative ones. But these are the things that teach you how to be stronger, tougher and how to disguise yourself as a cheerful person even though you're dying inside, slowly being eaten alive by problems who will never stop haunting you.

I'm not sure why, but I felt very lonely in 2010. I don't deny the fact that I have many friends but although they are only inches away from me, sometimes I couldn't help feeling like I'm stranded at a deserted island, a place where not even a single human being other than me inhabits.

Indeed, there were times that I feel extremely happy with them. But the truth is, I'm not one of the main characters. I'm only a character that plays a part in the plot but is not major. So my existence does not really matter.

Maybe, I'm only seeking attention. Yeah, I know the world doesn't revolve around me. I guess I should just stop acting child-like and learn how to enjoy solitude.

Hahaa. Please don't mind my immaturity.

I hope I won't feel lonely anymore this year. But if I still do, let's all hope I'll get used to it =]

I'm done ranting.