Tuesday, March 15, 2011

F.I.N.A.L.L.Y

*heaves a sigh of relief*

Finally. Finallyyyyyyyyyyy. Woohooo yayyyy!!!

Whoopss. Almost forgot. Assalamualaikum readers!

So heyya everyone. How are you doing? Mannnnn I've been gone for an eternity at least. Don't put the blame on me. It's all the Internet's fault. Internet hates me BIG BIG GIGANTIC ENORMOUS TIME. Mana taknya. Asal aku nak on je mesti buat hal. Time adek aku guna okay la plak.

Figuratively speaking, I've drawn a THICK RED LINE between me and the desktop. Seriously, I can't even be within 1 meter radius with it. Because we've got different poles you see. The magnetic force will bring us togetherrr no matter what. And once I'm attracted to the desktop, it will require a great deal of strength to separate us.

But now that exam has ended and school holiday is opening its arms widely to welcome us devoted students, I can date with Internet as much as I want. The only problem now is that I had a tinny tiny problem winning its heart back after abandoning it for a long period.

PKBS 1 has ended. I've gotten most of my results and uhmm they were not so flattering. OK SHUT UP. Actually they do please me and I am so so grateful to Allah. But there are still lots of room for improvement so I'm gonna be all out for the coming exams and most important of all the pain-in-the-ass PMR. Adoilaaa kalau SPM nanti entah macam manalahhh kepala hotak aku.

I've been pretty much doing nothing during the school hols. Top 3 things that I do : 1. Bukak peti 2. Amek Chocolate 3. Tutup peti. To be frank, I don't really mind gaining a few kilos (despite weighing 47 kg now) but I just hope I won't suffer any kind of diseases. Nauzubillahiminzalik. Oh well, I'll stop consuming chocolates ( for a while) when the stocks are out (Mama beli chocolates satu lori kontena dari Langkawi so, stok masih berlambak. Harap maklum) .

I haven't even laid a finger on my homework. OK tipu. I touched it yesterday but it was to keep it out of my sight. God, buku-buku teks dan yang seangkatan dengannya are such eyesores. Of course, magazines and storybooks are excluded. In fact these lovely books are the apples of my eye :D Speaking of magazines, I'm totally in love with Reader's Digest. Really makes the ignorant me more knowledgeable. And tak pasal2 aku boleh kenal Denise Keller. Lawl.

I've always been complaining about my loneliness at school. But now I think I've got used to it. I don't mind sitting alone at the table for 6 at science lab. I don't mind being the last person to leave the class when others have gone to the workshop. Dan saya tak kesah pegi menyibuk kat orang lain bila rasa boring/sendirian. Sometimes it's better to be in a secluded island rather than being in a large crowd doing nothing but talking and gossiping. Daripada dok tambah dosa yang memang dah banyak, baik la buat perkara yg lebih berfaedah.

Barang siapa yang beriman kepada Allah dan hari akhirat, maka hendaklah ia berkata baik atau diam.
(HR. Bukhari dan Muslim)

Apapun kata yang diucapkan pasti disaksikan oleh Raqib dan ‘Atid. (Qaaf : 18)
Bukankah manusia terjerumus ke dalam neraka kerana tidak dapat mengendalikan lidahnya.
(HR. Tirmidzi, no. 2541)

So don't blame me if I'm taciturn, aloof or the word that has been said to me millions of time, antisocial. I only talk a lot with people I'm close with (or at least I feel close with them) . And I suck at making new friends. Sorry.

Ya Allah kenapalaaa serius semacam je ni. Korang jangan risau ah. Anda-anda semua yang sedang membaca ni mesti la rapat dengan saya kan. For that reason, you guys won't see the silent side of me. Yang korang kenal ialah Makcik Didie yang cakap banyak 24/7 tnpa henti.

By the way, Kakwe told me to participate in S-I-R this year. Nak masuk tu memanglah nak tapi berdebar seihh. Dulu pun menang sbb Allah memang dah nak kasi rezeki. Padahal vocabulary entah pape. Macam mana nak menang kat Nationals kalau implicit pun tak tahu nak eja. HAHAHAHA. Bila difikirkan rasa macam bodoh gila. Perkataan senang macam tu pun takleh eja. Adoiii.

I better start doing my homework now. Hari Jumaat nok gi blaghok kat Kuantan pulok.



I'm always amazed with His powers. How can this world be so big but yet so small.
I'm happy to hear about you again. I'm glad that you've turned into a good person. Keep it that way okay? I really really hope to meet you again one day :)



To infinity and beyond,

2 comments:

Aunty Mymy said...

ive been waiting this comel to update her blog . hahaha . okayy i nak comment banyak kat sini but - ah yang the last one sangat interesting hahahahaha . OKAY GOSSIP AGAIN -.-

Didie said...

hahaha. takdok gapo pong la mymy hok last skali tu :P