Aim: To be taller than Atique by June =D

*exhausted breath*

oh my God. today was totally tiring and hectic bcos of the choral speaking practice, taekwondo practice and all.. hmpphh.

i bought a bottle Dutch Lady milk and a box of Jacobs biscuits. both of them contain CALCIUM which i need if i want to get taller. i really hope it will work. haha. but is it impossible to get at least an inch taller in a month? i hope the answer is NO :p

btw, Doctor Atiqah, is it okay if i sleep 5 hours a day?
oopss, i forgot she's currently busy with her studies
nvm, u can answer my question after ur exams kay :)
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i'm tired of almost everything.
sometimes i even feel like i don't want to go through all this anymore.
but life must go on
why is this happening to me?
okay, i know i shouldn't be asking that question.
i should feel grateful because i am the chosen one.
i know He is testing me because He wants me to be stronger.
sometimes, i feel like i dislike everyone around me and i'm not sure for what reason.
everytime i think about my life, tears would start rolling down my cheeks.
i'll be shedding lots of them until there's like, none left.
my mood can change anytime.
when i'm happy, i can suddenly become moody and vice versa
no one understands me
and i think no one even can, not even me myself
by looking from the outside, people see me as a bright and cheerful girl
but that's not the real me
as the saying goes, don't judge the book by its cover

Ya Allah, help me please..

i just want to pour everything inside me into this humble blog of mine.
it is something that i prefer not sharing with everyone, not even my loved ones.



-didie-